Blue Bug

Mood: Like screaming from the depths of a well but no one is walking by to notice

When a person finds fault with himself
Almost always
The source comes from affection for someone

An uninterested hot date
A fault-finding parent
A defected colleague

People who need people
Like I am
Helplessly so now

My mind repeats a string of thoughts
like fish hooks pulling my heart apart
What would I say if someone asked me to describe my weakness:

Embarrassingly Slim
Plain Ugly
Intellectually Impatient

3 out of 3 of those weakness
I know I can alleviate with my own version
of the Extreme Makeover program

But for now
Like a poet inspired
I shall wallow in my self misery with the life span of a flu bug

Blue bug

It is evident that pain is conditional in this poem. The condition is: if your feelings are disrespected by someone, you feel the pain of self esteem. Likewise, the joy of self esteem may very well be conditional.

See: A Non Sexual Needs